• Road trip! to Check out Maine

    I'm scared. Mostly I'm scared of making the wrong decision. I'm also scared of such a huge change. AND I'm scared that no matter what I do, I won't be happy. Life is complicated, especially for someone who's insecure. "I still haven't found what I'm looking for." I always think of that as the song of the ego- the hungry ghost - “forever famished, eternally howling with need and greed.” What can I do? I need to remember to feed the soul and not the ego. Elizabeth Gilbert says "wonder" feeds the s…

  • Mad as a March Hare

    “By March, the worst of the winter would be over. The snow would thaw, the rivers begin to run and the world would wake into itself again..." ~ Neil Gaiman Today I "publish" my website. I'm scared, excited, full of anticipation, eager, thrilled, provoked...I feel ALIVE! Of course, this is in direct contrast to the fact that March 1st is my brother's 57th birthday and he is dead. DEAD~ what a horrible word. What a final reality. None of us can know what lies between heaven and earth for sure. To…

  • "I Open at the Close"~ Golden Snitch

    After years of talking about it, I am finally starting a blog. I am ridiculously excited about this. But ummmm this format has no spell correct which of course will be a HUGE problem for me. So forgive any mistakes til I redo this in another program. If it weren't for spell check I am 100% sure I would NOT have a college degree. My professors would have surely said, "My dear enthusiastic girl, you are obviously an idiot!" So Bryan has retired and things are changing for me. My kids have long sin…


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